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iwasrepeals:Everything makes sense now. Spread the word, save a poor confused mind.


Everything makes sense now. Spread the word, save a poor confused mind.

I really hate to make a post like this


I try not to reach out to my followers very often, as I understand a lot of you have your own needs and troubles. I know back in July, I asked for help with Eddie’s Pet Deposit, which I was so shocked and thankful to have been able to pay. 

If you have been following me recently, You’ll know things have been hard for me. My mother is suicidal, and had to be checked into the hospital. Not for very long, however, because she has to work. If she isn’t working, we can’t pay most of our bills (My father works also). My mother is embarrassed about her depression and she doesn’t want to get treatment, but at this point, she doesn’t have a choice. 

It’s thankfully covered by our insurance, so no, this isn’t a cry for medical bill help. It’s something a little more simple. My mom has been emotionally unstable and my father has been pushed to his limits. Today I was told that they can ‘No longer emotionally support me’ and that ‘right now, I didn’t matter’. As much as I understand this; it hurt. It came to my attention I would probably be better off moving out.

I don’t have a job. I have been looking for a job, and I have an appointment on Thursday with the Career Services at my school on Thursday. I want to start saving up to move out, or at least, to become less dependent on my parents.  Right now, my focus is Train money, Food money, and Cat food money. 

Being able to help buy my own train tickets for school, my own money and cat food would be amazing. That’s like, 50$ a month. If I could make 50$ a month, that would be phenomenal. 80$ a month would cover that, and my phone bill. I have been recently paranoid my parents were going to take away my phone in such unstable states. THEY HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE UNDER THE SUSPICIONS THAT I WAS GAY. That is an entire other bowl of noodles, however. 

So, what am I asking for? 

Commissions. Donations are welcome, and I’ll put a donation button on my blog, but right now I really need commissions. I’m willing to work, and I really need it, everyone. I have almost 3k followers, if 5 of you commissions 10$ commissions, things would be so much easier.I apologize for coming across in such a way, and being pushy even, but I don’t know what else to do. I need to start getting more independent from my parents. I’ve done all I can in transportation and even space, ect, but I’m starting to get really scared things are only going to get worse. My mom has said a slew of awful and hurting things this week, and I know its the medication, but I think it would be better for the both of us if I wasn’t at home anymore: Or at least, not a dependent, so she didn’t feel like she’d have to babysit my needs all the time. 

I promise this money will either be put into savings, or used for food, train fair, and my cat food.




More examples of art: 






I’ll draw mostly anything as long as it’s reasonable! (I won’t draw Noncon, Things with slurs or discrimination in them, pedophilia, ect ect)  

Please email me at if you’re interested. That is also my PAYPAL email if you want to donate. Thank you for your understanding and support.



Dear whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You’re wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be saying this. You’re not alone, we may be miles away but we’re all going through the same things. Please keep holding on. Please.


i wish my hair floofed with my emotions like real anime girls



You are lying if you say that you have played through all of Ōkami without doing at least one of these two things at some point:

High-speed turning for no given reason:


Or air dashing through the middle of portals because why not:



calling me ugly isn’t even an insult because i know already


here’s a better video of my alarm clock